Hello guys! How are you? I hope you fine!
I came to tell a bit how I've been doing so far also going to clarify why I'm doing high bids by paypal and
First of all I will say I'm fine but a bit pressure by myself not helping allot my parents situation they are in, My father is still the same, walks yes, but not alone, he needs help to walk but he's getting worse for not having physiotherapy since 5 months ago.
He will only have that privilege next year..GREAT RIGHT?! Heck I hate this country! If we had money you believe my dad would have walk this year by his own for now.
Not only that! He still uses diapers and can't do much, and needs me and my mother for everything! By that I cannot find a full job , either this country has any decent job.
Also he had a epileptic fit sometime ago here at home, I'm happy I was at home and my mother, I was sleeping and I was awake with my mother screaming for my name, calling for my help, I got up and saw my dad straggling and trying to breath until he lost his conciseness. Ofcourse I quickly called the ambulance. After few days we found out that his medicine was reduced so he had to get it increased to prevent those fits.
So this is main reason I can't get out without eyeing on my father. We may never know what next thing might happen to him, and we can't play around with the head right?
And my mother isn't working, is on pause so that mean's that shes not receiving any money even she's sacrificing her time to take care of my father. This country doesn't give x per month for that either. Support we gotten but for now we wont receive anything anymore only next year.
So I hope I get something through the internet, first need to get a computer, I don't work on a computer but not on a ordinary laptop with almost 300GB , and that memory isn't much of thing if I wanna try 3D Programs (Blender, Zbrush, 3D Max, Sketchup Pro8 ), Adobes like, Flask , Photoshop, SAI, Recording programs,etc. At the same time.
I do some crack programs, for adobes example, so I don't need to pay many programs I have. (HACKER I know xD )
So for starting to get money to get a computer.
I must do adopts or Commissions, no 200 points allowed because that's 2$ ...and someone wants to get 1000$ for a reasonable computer. It's almost impossible to get a computer in 5 years maybe.
One time or other I can do that, but for adoptable's I can't do anything, commissions perhaps.
* Cannot get out of my home, no job or studies.
*Must get a job from home (mostly planning my own ways..I hope to get it work lol).
*My Father that need's my support and my Mothers. (My mother needs my support as well by helping her in house and my presence)
* Getting a way to get a good computer for next help my parents with bills and their life's.
I made my best to be most detailed, even with TV job I had ,all the money I won from it, is gone since it wasn't much, but I gave it to my parents to help it with Bills and food situation. I cannot say anymore because I'm stuck here.
I thought I has a schoolbag to study, but I had to make something to win it that is getting out of home daily, I have no car and we had to pay the bus or Underground train everyday, that is 2$ around that each ticket.
Hope you guys understand my situation, if you wanna share my commissions and adoptable's I will be very appreciated with you gesture! Possibly Tearful with enjoy, I don't like to ask or beg, in fact I hate doing that. I don't like to "steal" anyone times. Who want's you will be in my Gold Heart list. if not well you don't need to anyway , but I thank you for your attention mostly!
This is a huge relieve for my soul to say what I've been through. Who knows what bad thing maybe can come to my family after.
I hope till then everything will be better slowly...
Thank you guys for you attention on my journal
I hope I wasn't a buggy person for doing this silliness...
Love you all
Keep awesome as you are... because your such a great community!